What makes a girl betrays her boyfriend without any guilt feeling?
Okay we've broke up, and I could accept it. I really could.
But don't she ever think of me sometimes? I mean at least felt little sorry or guilty?
After all these happened.
Why can she act like there were nothing happened and she did nothing to me.
How much courage for a girl needed to leave her bf? 3 and half years.
Well I knew that she got no feeling on me since before we've broke up,
And there were full of lies from her had revealed after broke up.
I can still accepted it also.
But sometimes I felt that she were like pretending that she is the one who had been abandoned.
Then at the time she stayed low, and yet I was looked like the one who had betraying.
She is smart.
It was just like I am the one who got new target and decided to break up.
Damn it...I don't like this kind of feeling, but I don't mind if people misunderstood about me,
because I am a guy, that's nothing to lose if people think that I am kinda playboy or what.
Even my mum also thought that I am the badass before I got chance to explain.
Playboy, it's okay what, not a big deal for me.
What I am caring is some people might thought that my current gf is the 第三者,
THAT IS UNFAIR for her.
Other than that, be with her I've save lot of money compared to before.
Someone said she is gonna loves my money instead of me,
and I will spend a lot for buying her tons of branded stuffs.
OPS, you are so damn wrong.
For your information...
Soon after me n my ex broke up. I got in relationship with my current gf.
I knew it were all happened too sudden, some of the people got shocked.
People think that I am just playing with my current gf or I wanna use my current gf to piss my ex off.
People were like denied me because of that.
But I can promise all of you that, seriously, I love her.
Both of us had broke up with our ex with similar stories.
I couldn't say that we are the victim in those sad stories,
but I could confirm that we were the one who had been hurt. DEEPLY.
Because we are the one who really "loved" before.
Please don't judge me. You all don't even know what I am thinking, what I have been through.
Just give me some time, I will gonna show you guys I am not the one who you think I am.
嗯
也许我看起来很轻浮 可是只要我有了女朋友
我会用我最好的来对待她
以前或现在我都一样
就算遇到让我心动的女孩子 我都会告诉我自己我已经有女朋友了
我有自己的底线 我知道我在做什么 我知道什么是对或错
我办得到 真的 因为我觉得东西要就做到最好 不然就不要做 我的原则
我爱我的女朋友 我就要爱到底
我是任真的
就连以前的事情 我都还在慢慢让自己fade out.
只是有时偶尔还会emo一下 因为我是真的爱过 我不是她
一次打击后 我再一次复活 这次我更了解“爱”
什么是我需要的 什么是值得我爱的 什么是我真正喜欢 爱的
也许，我明白了。
长大了 :)
PS: I know it's gonna ruins my ex reputation, so I never really mentioned that before. I am sorry bout that.
But as long as she got her current bf I think that's nothing much for her. I guess?
And now I am caring is what people think of my current gf. Just try to protect her.
