吃面包 Charlotte

2012, I am not going to say happy new year here,

because this is not a really HAPPY new year for me, myself.

Was broke with her; But seriously, I didn't blame her, but myself.

I was so suck and sohai, I thought that I was too much perfect for her.

I thought that being a nice boyfriend is like gift her anything she wanted.

I thought that being a nice boyfriend is like fetch her to school.

I thought that being a nice boyfriend is like take good care of her.

But I was so damn wrong. I had never thought like what she thought and her feeling.

I was a bad temper guy; every time after quarreling, she will be the one who apologizes no matter who faults.

I never cherish the time that spent with her, because I thought that is 理所当然...

I never thought that she would be really leaving one day.

Time flies, 3 and half years; 

I have to said that; we were more like sibling instead of couple when we started to live together at Cyberjaya.

The passion is not there anymore, for both of us. We didn't ever cherished each other.

She was like my lil sis, I have to take good care of her, 

Every single little things of hers, even winning a Tettris battle for her so that she can talks nonsense in front of her friends...how silly she were. 

It was more like a responsibility, boundaries for me. And for her, she used to take care of my daily life also.

I have to admit that I am a lazy guy, so she used to help me do all the housework, pity her.

Thanks for everything. Char lo tte.

Our thing ends up like this, I don't even know we can get back to each other or not.

And I really never blame on you and you also no need to blame on yourself. 

Even though I was cursing you at first, but girl you know I never meant it.
Which kind of guy I am, you knew it. 

I knew you were born without brain, that's why you sohai sohai a bit; And that's why I am so into you.

You will need many "directors" in your life, but not that 2 bitches who had sent you and me to Holland. 

Get rid of them.

You should knew who are really good for you right, 20th already.

I could forgive everything, but not 2 of them. I knew them really long time, never owed them, sometimes help them some more. I really couldn't find myself a single reason to forgive them.
They will get what they deserved. 

But the most important thing is please promise me be more clever and 醒目 a bit. 凡事不要太计较.

Don't ever let yourself 吃亏, and don't easily believe people other than Pontianese.
And, Fake Korean not nice, We called it Palia. o0o :)
Hope that you could find a real Korean boy soon.
Life goes on and on. 加油！




One Day.